watch the cars collide

new sn ----------------->

 

JAWSLOVETHEME

 

add it <333

Christmas in Georgia was Great!!!

 

MY BABY Chase

My sister Katie and Chris....chris thinks hes PAUL WALL.

 Chase and Josh

 My Grandpa is a cutie <3

I love my Grandma

My mom and David i guess their cute too.

 My sister Sara thinks shes cute <3

I just wanted to tell all my friends that I love you. (you all know who you are) and.... Baby I love you too ;) Jesse Thomas Douglas <3 your too good for words and i love you more than words themselves <3 I have the time of my life with you. 10/9/05 :) "Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi" is the best show ever<3 and... "Hunny, I shrunk the kids" is the best moive ever<3

THE NIGHT FROM HELL

 

 

 

THE END.

This weekend was the best.

saturday---> laura's party was sooo much fun <3 i love laura!!
JESSE, nikki, april, mary, fillup, flip, and phillip, laura, david, josh, ben and some of his friends were all there.

<3333333Falling asleep in jesse's arms was my favorite <3 i love it. <333333333

oh then there was the dancing with my girls..you kno how we do.



Sunday-----> nikki, lee, jose, and flip spent the night at my house. it was fun to be able to hangout with them again. only thing missing was jesse. :( his grandmas gay...(who cares about grades and hurricanes?) JOSE AND LEE KEPT ME UP TILL 5:00 IN THE MORNING AND THEN WOKE ME UP AT 7:00....OH MAN AM I TIRED.


Monday-----> HUNGOUT with flip, nikki, fillup, phillip, lee, meagan, laura, caleb,and jose at my house.

Man Do I Miss Florida ALREADY!

 

so yesterday i got to help watch 11kids.

Then the whole family decides to go to the National Fair. That was fun but i didnt relle gett o do anything....i was about to go on this real helicopter that takes you around  going straight up and down, to the side, and backwads every where but everyone sissy-ed out on me. :( oh well, omg i miss APE and Jesse and nikki and mary sooooooo much <3

 

WHY DOESNT ANYONE CALL ME? IM DYING UP HERE!!!!!!!

YaY i have a date for homecoming this year and its cute. but now i have to go buy a freaking dress.thats the only bad part.


<33 jesse thomas douglas <33






------>10/9/05 you kno how we do.<-------

this weekend was the best.

thurday--> mall with ape, jesse, chris, and phillip c.
friday -->moives with jesse. fillup, lee, chris, josh, and caleb.
saturday-->calebs party at the beach <3 it was me ape jesse lee fillup jose phillip josh and caleb.
then saturday night--> show with ape jesse fillup lee jose josh tony david some other people and CORY.
( i got to see cory again for the first time since the summer ..i missed him <3)

jesse <3

UHH I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH <3

thisisyourlabel: ape i just had the urge to kiss you
thisisyourlabel: no
thisisyourlabel: i want to kiss you
xdoraxmaarx: well then okay lol
thisisyourlabel: im not joking
xdoraxmaarx: either am i lol
thisisyourlabel: id like to
thisisyourlabel: HONEST
thisisyourlabel: right now
thisisyourlabel: grab you
thisisyourlabel: and affectionately kiss you
xdoraxmaarx: alright come walk to my house lol
thisisyourlabel: where do you live
thisisyourlabel: no you walk here
xdoraxmaarx: thats far
thisisyourlabel: so
xdoraxmaarx: haha cant do that
xdoraxmaarx: so why do you want to kiss me lol
thisisyourlabel: no idea
thisisyourlabel: i had the urge
xdoraxmaarx: thats awesomw
xdoraxmaarx: e*
thisisyourlabel: is it?
thisisyourlabel: have i ever told you that before
thisisyourlabel: and i love you
xdoraxmaarx: yes it is..told me wat? and i love you too with all my heart <3

even though i mess everything up and i get jealous way to easy. I LOVE LIFE <3




and thats all that matters.


THE END.

i feel like crying so bad.

1.kyles gay. omg i dont even kno why i like him. i hate having feelings for people. relationships dont work for me.
2.umm i got in a fight with Robby..i can tstand him.
3. Robby wants to fight masion..whos is like my cuz. that shit didnt go down with me.
4. Kyle doesnt like masion either..and calls him a fagget..well i didnt like that so i called him a faget.
5. me and kyle arent talking and robby keeps telling me how hes going to beat my cuzs ass.
6. my heart hurts relle like all day long and i dont kno why. like phy not emo.
7. i havent ate anything like all day.
8. i have the biggest head ache ever.
9. im so stressed out right now that i feel like crying.
10.to top everything off i get home and my mom tells me that someone very close to me is dying and theres nothing they can do about it. he was like my father figure growing up and i dont kno wat i am going to do.

uhhhh fuck it all

ummm again boys piss me off.

i relle did start to like him...
but then he has to go and stop talking to me?....
w/e its gay and i didnt do anything to him...
im so tired of boys fucking with my head...
i just need to stop thinking about them...i guess..?

im happy again...


now if only he would ask me out...
im getting tierd of people asking if
we are and i have to say kinda.

i only care about myself. so they say?

that pisses me off.

I RELLE HATE BOYS.


the only boys in my life are...

fillup and lee. their the only ones who dont make me feel like crap and relle make me feel good about myself.

FILLUP-- i relle do love this kid <3333..no matter wat i say or do to him lol. hes always been their for me whenever i need someone...even through some stuff times...and hes always doing things for me even though he relle doesnt want to <3333.OMG i dont kno wat i would do without him..i feel the most comfortable around him.like i dont have to pretnd im someone else..seriously hes my BEST FRIEND. <33333

Lee---This kid is a ladys man...lol. no relle he knows how to treat the ladys.i relle havent known him that long but i already consider him one of my BEST FRIENDS. me and him used to talk on the phone all night talking about our girl and guy problems and how relationships always screw us over. i aslo love how hes a gentlemen, me always does everything for me like he clean my seat off at the football game with his body because it was wet and no other guy would do it for me.

The only good boys in my life <3 bffeae

dang out of the blue these boys man... i dont kno wat to do..
me and kyle are friends now..(even though im still kinda mad)
i dont kno wats going on with jesse..i guess he likes me? i like him..

and jose man this kid..yeah he still likes me.

okay so kyles a fag and i dont like him.

and i like someone else now well...actually ive liked someone else for a long time and i dont kno why.. but its all good because i guess he likes me too...? THE END FOR NOW <3

okay this is a little late but w/e.....
WARPED TOUR was AWESOME <3 OMG I MEET FALLOUT BOY AND PETE HUGGED ME <33I ALMOST DIED.
THEN I meet SENSES FAIL..MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK...ATREYU..and DAN FROM STORY OF THE YEAR THINKS ME AND APRIL ARE JUST RELLE DUMB lol....thats a big story. and i saw my chemical romance..hawthorneheights..AVENGED SEVENFOLD..<3333M.SHADOWS <333 WARPED TOUR WAS JUST FUCKING AWESOME ALL THE WAY!

3 more days!!!!!!!!!! Warped TOUR <333333


HERE I COME........OH DANG

im leaving for georgia saturday and im going to be gone for a whole week!! im relle sad..i dont wanna go..the only good thing is mary is going and were going to sleep in the woods in our little tent!yep were going to the middle of no where on a mountain in a cabin.....its 20 miles to the local store...dang im going to go crazy!!! OMG WAT IF I GET CABIN FEVER!!! OH DANG NOW IM SCARED LOL



everyone should call me everynight to give me somthing to do and to see if im alive...773*9366

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